Maybe u haven lost any of your parents, that's why u dunno the importance of having a meal together. i have lost one..to me, to be able to spend time with my family eventhough its only a 15 mins dinner is the most important thing in my life and its the highest priority, i'm not backstabbing with you or whatsoever, but i just need to write this out to feel better. i'm like you who is good in everything and not have to worry about other. i'm slow, don't have a artsy background, of course i have to grip every opportunity to improve. mayb u haven lost one important member that's why u don have any household stress..and that u can just fully concentrate on those minor household stress and school stress.. i dunno how many ppl is gonna help u rebut but whatever it is..i hope this doesn't affect us.. yes i know i'm wrong i don feel it..did u give me any time to explain?? was there any reason for me to explain myself? mayb some of u will think that oh i use this reason to get pity from people..there are still ppl out there who are in the same situation as me and that they are so much more independent and all..come on..that's if the other members are all helping...that's if the main household head is still alive. but yea..that me.. i don have my mum..i can't leave..i don have her guidance and all my life is screwed yes call me spoiled..call me attention seeker or whatsoever...just hope that u will understand everything