Still not really accepting the truth although 3 mths have passed..i can't refrain myself from not talking about u when i'm with my friends eventhough some of them thinks that i'm acting pity so i can gain attention...and also though some of them may not know who u are but i'll still talk to them about u..i missed u so much..i miss hearing the sound of the washing machine at night..missed ur voice so much..miss u calling me everyday up for school..miss goin here and there with u..everything just reminds me of you..

i went out with pam yesterday for the body world exhibition..it was such a fine day..but i had no one to share with..i miss the time when i came home..and u will be sitting where u always sit..and i'll be there infront of u and just blabber about the exhibition..oh why can i not feel ur presence anymore..i'm so lonely mummy..i really need u around..kor kor's friends are more important then us..daddy comes back late from work everyday there's no one at home everyday..though i have treasure..but afterall he is only a hamster...everyone has their own lives..i need u..where are u?? how are u?? do u miss me as much i miss u?? is ah ma good??? is she happy?? are u all happy? do u guys miss us as much as we miss u too??