Where is my rainbow??

Memories are flooding my mind when i stepped in to the hospital..i'll never forget the time where i fed u breakfast lunch dinner..and u just had small mouthfuls of it..but when it comes to yougurt and ice cream...u had big mouthfuls of it..i really missed that alot..i miss the times where u are sleeping and i dozed of beside you..the times where i went to the toilet and u thought that i was goin home..the times that u sat on the big chair and started chatting happily away..the many times that i brought u up and down on the bed..though it was tiring but i think its was the best memory i ever had..to be able to spent the last 2 weeks with u was the best time i ever had..i'm so glad that we got closer at a much early time..i miss taking orange juice for u to the hospital everyday..buying Yami for u everyday..irritate the nurse..staying overnight with u..and even help u with goin to the toilet..i know u are not suffering now..but i really miss havin u here beside me..miss having u calling me at night when i'm not home..miss having u confiscating my sweets and forbid me to eat..miss goin on car rides with nic and crystal..miss goin on an eating spree together with u after school...now with u gone..i'm not used to anything and everything in the world now..the world is colourful but all i can see in my life is just darkness...Mummy i need you..I love you..

Another Blow..

back to the hospital again..Ah Ma please fight on okie?? i haven bring u to the various concerts mummy always bring u..though u hardly stay with us..but everytime u come home and sleep with me..its was really a great joy to me..i love your company..i love how u always go OG and buy snacks and sweets for me..Fight On..加油! u can do it de..